Lord of my thoughts!

Help me, God! I'm angry. I don't want to be, but it is such an insult to be falsely accused! To be patted on the head and called a simplton is annoying, but when called a hypocrite for asking a question, my blood boils!!

All hear! God LIKES IT when we ask questions with a willing heart to learn! HOW CAN WE LEARN WITHOUT QUESTIONS?????

I will even go so far as to ask, what harm can there be in answering them, if there is nothing to hide?! I just wanted to know more about what he was claiming, and he's jumping all over me!

Grrrrrrrrrrrr...

I WILL ask. If not of him, then somebody else. I'll do the research myself! I'll go to the library and get all the books I can find!! I'll talk to everyone I know who came from that kind of church. Anyone who makes such elaborate claims, shouldn't be surrprised and horrified when people question them.

....You know what makes me really sad though? He said I was the first one he'd ever met who did. What is up with that? This guy has traveled the world on mission trips! No one has questioned him yet???

PEOPLE!! CHILDREN OF THE MOST HIGH GOD,

WAKE UP!!!

Are we cattle to be herded into whichever belief we have heard of most recently? Why has nobody questioned this man yet? Why has nobody dared to disagree with him yet? Why must I get the brunt of his astonishment at my "stuborness"?? Surely there are more out there more stuborn than I.

Is it our fault that no one has questioned him yet? When was the last time you asked a question about somebody's beliefs? Either they are fully founded in God's word, or they're not. There is no grey. If God supports them, they will stand true to all the questions you can ask, and there will be no problem.

Please pray for me as I talk things over with this guy. Pray that God will help me love him no matter what he says.

Oh, Daddy God! Lord of my thoughts! Help me only thing good for this man! Let me see him though Your eyes. I want to reach him if he's wrong, and for him to reach me if I'm wrong... neither of which will happen if I close my heart all together.