Do you ever look over your life and wonder what God thinks He's doing with it? I trust Him, but sometimes I wish I could tweak things just a hair. If I had it my way, I would never leave Oklahoma, never move, never lose friends, and never change. But God is still God, and He still knows best.
He cares for us more than we can imagine!! He actually likes us! Thats saying alot when He knows all of our nasty little secrets. He looks inside and sees that I'm in rebellion. He sees my love for everything here, and my dread of moving. He says we're moving anyway, so move we must, and move we will.
Oh how I'll miss everyone! I had hoped to be a part of things up here. I really wanted to see my friends establish their careers, get married, have kids and grandkids.
I DON'T WANT TO MOVE!!!!!!!! There. It's out. I love people here too much. Oh, man! I'm crying!!
Lord, why do I have to get so atached to folks? If only I could just live my life and not need any friends at all. That way when You take them away, it won't hurt so much.
I trust You, God. I'll follow You, God. But am I allowed to cry?
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